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Hi there,
To be very honest, its still one of my biggest fears! Before anything else, Im worried that something is going to pop. I was speaking to a midwife a few
months back and she made a comment that sort of freaked me out a bit. She said that if a scar is going to go, then there is nothing you can do about it. If
its going, its going.
I just smiled and nodded but never really asked her what she meant by this. I think I should have lol. So you think she was trying to say that if the scar is
going to rupture its gonna happen whether I VBAC or CS? Ive been telling myself that.
I getting crazy broody again this last month or so. Its almost getting irrational this yearning to have another child and to have my vba2c. Im feeling a bit
shy about it.
I have so much weight to lose before I can even consider getting pregnant again. I am at least 15kg over the norm, so my personal feelings will have to wait.
First weight then the rest. Im battling to lose the kilos. Work stress and bad eating habbits are really not helping.
Sorry, Im monologing here